Im far from perfect. I try not to paint myself out to be this wonderful person to deceive you.I am your typical girl that struggles with her looks and lack of ambition. The kind of girl that pushes people away but hates to be pushed away herself. I am very stubborn at times. I love wasting my time daydreaming my life away. Feel free to message me !
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My Uncle Mike
He was one hell of a man and would always give the shirt off his back to make others happy.
It started off with my mother and sister arguing about how my sister wanted to just die… Causing the phone call from uncle Mike to be missed. When my mother and I left she listened to his voice say “Tell my kids I love them, this is goodbye” My gut told me to drive to the farm, A farm I had only been to once before. I pulled into the drive way as soon as I saw my uncle sitting in the driver seat… My mother swung open his door and tried pulling him out. We were both screaming but at the same time I couldnt hear anything all I could see and hear was my uncle saying let go and I am tired. I know this feeling of tiredness but not to that extreme…
This week has only gotten worse when his family came in but I can not bring myself to talk about that or comprehend what happend with that mess.
My Dad is now with Jake ( my uncle mikes son) cleaning out the truck that he killed himself in… I could not imagine… fuck
I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.